what do you want to do with the rest of your life?
Show as many people I love them as I can. Hopefully that will be on a really grand scale, I have high hopes. haha! That’s my main goal. I want to do it through my music. I want to make music that uplifts people, makes them feel. I want to make music that makes people feel like they can start fresh, and love them self, and be beautiful and happy and loved. blahh, that’s what I want to do the rest of my life, that’s what I’m going to do.
What was your favorite trip with Billabong? Where are you going to next? Were you ever thinking about entering the world tour?
I wanted to be on the world tour for my whole life till about a year ago. I never took the measures to do it though, never competed on the QS or even got coached. If I really wanted to do it, I would only be surfing and getting coached and training, etc. My favourite trip with billabong has probably been tahiti or london. I’m going to the Maldives on saturday :DDD
Can you post the lyrics of the song you posted here on your tumblr in the youtube video? It's beautiful.
I don’t even know what I said.
haha i will watch it… ok initiating watching….
take me back to better days now
take me back to all these times we shared when i was alive
these feelings were they real
were they to you?
i thought we had more than what you say you know than what you say you wanted, what you say you needed, was i even feelin what you thought you’re feeling, what you thought you knew. (so jumbled, it’s a freestyle, haha)
and my heart was breaking
why’d you try to fix me
with that thread and needle
did you know you’d hurt me
Did you know its painful on the inside
trying to find my own rhyme (or something like that)
lead me to the bridge so i can cross my own river of tears
Yes the player does work :) it's brilliant! The only one I couldn't get to work was freestyle 1. Is there anywhere at all I can download your music? I'll pay for it!! I want it so bad! It's so fantastic :) congratulations <3
Thankyou so much!! There is no way for now D: But I am going to be coming out with an EP of two songs pretty soon and that will be downloadable!!! :)
Are you good with remembering people? I met you once, but i don't know if you remember me.
I am sometimes! It really depends on what kind of headspace I was in, if I didn’t remember you, it was probably because of where I was at in my mind! Haha! Or maybe because your name is anonymous, I have been meeting so many people with that name lately!! D:
I go there on friday nights!! I absolutely love it. I go to connect, I can feel it there, the energy, God, or Jesus. I don’t really have a name for it myself, I just call it the great energy. It is the ultimate. I look around and see so many people feeling it, and it is truly amazing. On the other side though, I see people who don’t understand it, and I think this is because they are not quite comfortable with themselves. I have met some really beautiful people there, and recommend it quite often. It is like soul revival. haha :) The only thing that concerns me is when people say “Jesus is the only way” I think there is a misconception there, though the energy which we feel there is that which was shared by Jesus at the time of his fleshly existence (and still alive in his spirit), I am afraid that some think spirituality outside of Jesus is false or different, when really, it is all the same energy we are connecting to, it is love. I want all people to know that the most important way to embrace “Jesus” is to love and accept everyone and everyone’s different practices of rejoicing in the great power that love truly is. For it is not through Jesus that we are saved, it is through living the life that he led. Not following the light, but being the catalyst of the light that he shone upon us, that is what truly sets us free.
Cat, what's a great way to deal with a broken heart?
Honestly, when someone leaves you, it is because there was something you were doing that didn’t work with that person. Deep down, you must take it as a lesson for bettering yourself. This DOES NOT mean you are a bad person or a wrong person, it just means there are some things you must work on. Move on from even the thought of this person until you have the strength to come back to the person with utmost confidence and respect for yourself. Hold yourself like royalty, and not in an egotistical way, in a way that you are proud of your being, proud of the person you have become. Everyone and everything is in a constant state of change and growth, this is your chance to look within yourself, know that there is change and growth to be had, do not be torn down, be hopeful, be strong. You must create a space for yourself where you are mentally strong and stable, and most of all comfortable. You MUST be comfortable with the person you are, because if you’re not, others around cannot be comfortable. Never refrain from being the person you are, always be open. Know that if you love yourself, people will LOVE you. We all have a center, a self supply of love that we can go to. GO within. It is essential for my vitality to return to this place of meditation, this place of ultimate connection where I loose my physical and enter a state of pure existence. If you truly look at yourself from an outward perspective, you will know what you need to do. We all have the inner truth, it is just about awakening it. Sorry this message is way long!! haha <3
Hmm. Honestly, my definition of the world is much broader than just “Earth” as a physical. There is an entirely different side, or better yet, it is multidimensional. How do I see the world. I see the physical, a state of concrete that is the perception of my instinctual senses. There is that which I see, and that which I consciously perceive. One might see a tree just for its physical, for me, I see a being, I see not only its state of concrete, but its energy and its essence. I see the world in a light which I create. I allow myself to see beyond the comprehension of the given physical dimensions. I see the world in a level of vibrational energy, everything emitting, quite literally, vibes. Living on a level of open vibrational energy brings you to a place of realization that there is this world, and there is another. What some call “the other side” is much closer than we give credit. It is all a matter of accepting it, and being comfortable with it, knowing your own energetic boundaries for entities that live in this realm and the spirit realm. Almost every person you have ever met has seen, felt, heard unexplainable things, unexplainable energies. I am the kind of person that asks why, and the truth is, when you truly and openly ask, you will get an answer. There is so much more to life than we give credit, and I learn more and more every day. To me, the world is fucking magic, and I will never loose that. Living on a level of love vibrations is quite literally the key to heaven. It opens you up to yourself and to the world around, to the incredible fact that the world loves us when we love it. When we embrace, we will be embraced. It is the ecstasy we feel when we throw our hands to the sky in praise, it is when we dance truly from our heart, when we harmonize with those around, when we howl at the moon, when we LET ourselves be FREE. FREE of judgement, that is how I perceive the world, and when I let judgement conquer me, I am internally massacred, my soul chained. I do not like seeing the world in any way through the eyes of self inflicted judgement, but when I am free, the world is in harmony, my soul is at peace. That is how I see the world.
everythingg! i really like a few songs by cocorosie, hmm… james vincent mcmorrow, mumford and sons, florence and the machine, adele, tom yorke, coldplay, miike snow, edward sharpe, jimi hendrix, bob marley, yann tiersen, johnny flynn, tallest man on earth, bob dylan, Bon Iver’s new album is FREAKING AMAZING. hmmmm flying lotus… idk i like a lot of everything :)
What size are you? I know this question is weird. It's a little invasive so you don't have to answer if you don't want to but you have such a nice body! So I was just wondering. I know it doesn't matter what size you are, you can be a size 4 or a 14 and still be beautiful but I just wanna know. Curiosity killed the cat but I'm asking anyways. :)
What advice would you give someone who wants to become more spiritual?
I would say first, try to meditate. Meditation will bring you to terms with yourself in your rawest form. If you have trouble meditating, it means you either have parts if yourself you need to sort out, or just simply, you need to practice patience, practice control of really truly living in the moment. That is what it is really about, exerting your rawest feeling of love and admiration upon the moment given. It can be any moment. it is really all about awareness. What has brought me to the place I am now spiritually is by completely dropping my ego, disengaging as much as I can from negativity. Living in a place of compassion and acceptance, it all ties together really :)
I've been feeling really depressed lately and yesterday was one of the worst days to get through, but today I came on Tumblr and started reading through your blog. Your answers to some of the questions completely opened up my eyes to so much, and I wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for introducing me to these different thinking patterns. You are an amazing person, please keep writing about life and spirituality on here, I would love to hear more about your views on the world. Thank you so much.
ahhh this brings me so much hope. thank you so much. honestly, it’s so insane the depths we can be caught in. as humans, we are so deep, and to be immersed in that depth feels inescapable at times. But you found something here, and that something was meant for you. Knowing that I helped in some way seriously means more than you could know. I don’t even know you, but I care SO friggin much. We are all brothers and sisters when it comes down to it, so happy I can help a member of my little celestial tumblr family :) Seriously ask me anything about my spirituality, I have A LOT of crazy experiences, especially the more I open up to it, the world is so much more than meets the eye! So glad to hear you are coming back, know it will get better and better, trust it, sending you my love :) xoxo