I have been rocked. I have been shaken at my core. I have been tormented every night relentlessly by the thoughts that never leave. It is hard to accept myself for the wounds that they left me for. It is hard to think I can heal, when they didn’t give me the chance to do so under the circumstances of what I though was care. They couldn’t bare to share the distress, the distortion of the image of a perfect life. I was claimed by the whims of honest depth of reality, the nature of growing older and making mistakes. They couldn’t bare to see me anymore, so they renounced ties, a family I thought I once had.
In moments of fear we are only as small as we believe ourselves to be. When we open up, and take the time to shape the person we want to be, our fear is shaped without its permission. We find ourselves becoming different as we accept facets of life around us that can help and not hurt us. They are everywhere, so open your eyes and take in the goodness of yourself and others. Life is meant to be a wonderful adventure.
Ordinary people tend to reflect only on their reality, and exhibit a fear of their reality. Extraordinary people reflect on their dreams, and its correlation with life. They cherish their hope and shape their reality. Luckily, within, we are all truly extraordinary.
I recently broke up with my girlfriend of one and a half years. I did it because I wasn't in love with her anymore, not like a boyfriend should be. The only problem is she is still my best friend. I am broken up over it but I keep thinking that it's not fair that she thinks I never loved her, it's not fair that I hurt my best friend, it's not fair that I broke up with her and I still cry myself to sleep every night. Do you think She will ever forgive me?
Yeah I do, i think people always need time, but if you aren’t happy, you don’t have to be in that relationship. She will probably realize that you did love her and I think gratitude and understanding for the people in our lives comes back into our conscious after the dust settles.